Just go with the flow, ya know

Good morning Mutu, it's already Saturday where you are. But it's still Friday here. So haha.

All week I had these awesome ideas about what to write here, but alas, I don't remember any of them. And frankly I am too tired to try and remember them. So this week's blog will be...

~~RANDOM SLEEPY THOUGHTS~~
in no particular order

So my first official week is coming to its end, and like most people I really look forward to the weekend. Y'know. When you have time to go out and socialize and party and drink and stuff. (read: stay in bed all day with your computer, watch youtube videos and possibly go out for a minute to buy ice tea or sth.) So yeah. I've gotten really into youtube recently. It started with the vlogbrothers, but it has spread. My current watchlist is filled with a lovely British gentleman called Dan. He's cute. Sooooo socially awkward. I would want to be his friend and we could be all awkward together. Anyway. I've also been tumblring a lot but that's nothing new. Maybe someday I'll talk more about that. There really is too much for me to go into right now.

Do you ever feel so tired that you kind of feel like you're not even actually inside yourself? Kinda like you're operating on autopilot. I'm not quite at that point yet, but it's not far. I just stopped typing for five minutes and I no longer have any idea where this was going.

Um. I have all these TV shows I want to watch but I don't really have time. What with taking care of the kids and you know. Sleeping. But now it's weekend so maybe I'll finally have some time to not do anything. Also I've been feeling really artistic lately, so someone. Give me an art prompt. Please. Previously I drew my top ten Disney heroines. That was cool. They all turned out pretty good, expect Jasmine, but I drew her like three different times in three different spots and now I can't be bothered to give a fudge.

Welp now I've gone from "tiiirreeeed but must do stuff" to full on automatic. I mean really. I don't feel anything. The next step is usually the "collapsing in on myself" weird feeling in the chest area. Is that normal? That doesn't sound normal. But as much as I'd like to go to bed and sleep for 12 hours straight, I can't really go to bed yet. Also I still wanna watch some videos. The internet is not good for my sleep schedule.... But who cares.

I'm just gonna go now. The longer I stare at this screen apathetically the longer till I actually go to sleep and the less I will get to see lovely dreams.

I had a dream last night. There was... a ghost. It did something and then we had to get rid of it. And-

NOPE.

Good night everybody!

Pie out.