What is life, baby don't hurt me

Hi. Pauliina came yesterday. That's pretty cool. I have 11 days left. That's insane. Wow. What even happened.

I don't really have anything to say here. My punishment posts are on the way, the first one will come tomorrow and the second on Sunday. I think. I haven't finished all the pictures for that yet so assuming we're coming back from Canada on Sunday you will get it then. If we don't come.... I apologize and you will get it when we do. No internet is so stupid.

So yeah, we're going to Canada. There's gonna be this fair and it's gonna be cool. I also have a lot of drawing to do and I have to watch In the Flesh. Oh, did I tell you, I made Leila an Elsa-dress. It's pretty good, considering I didn't actually have a pattern. I mean, I bought a ready-made pattern for it, but then afterwards I noticed I'd gotten the grownup size instead of the kids' size. So I knew what shape the pieces should be, but I had to draw them free-hand. But it fits, I think. The armpit/sleeve area is a bit... small?, but otherwise it's good. I mean, she said that it hurts, but she didn't specify when I asked how it hurt. But I can fix it.
I have no idea if I actually have a university place now.... I mean, I think I told them I'm absent, but I don't know if it worked? Also weboodi won't let me get my login. Soooooooo idk. Not that I was really planning on studying anything until Christmas, really. Basically I have no idea what I'm doing. I suppose I could just not do anything for a while, start school next year. I mean I have enough money to pay my rent for a year and then some (I'd probably have enough to eat too, woo), but I really don't wanna use all my au pair money to pay the rent if I could get student aid and use that for rent. Although we can get housing benefits, right? Is that what it's called in English? Idk, I'm not used to worrying about money... ugh, can I just keep living at home? I guess I can't since I made a lease. 'Sides, I don't think Tiinu is studying either. Although she probably has a job, so......... ARGH, I DON'T KNOW.

Sorry.

Woah, zoned out there for a sec, anyway.

Basically I still don't know what I'm doing with my life. I just wanna chill and not worry and make cake for my friends, is that too much to ask? I guess it is when you don't have an actual income... God I'm tired.

I don't really have anything else to say. Stay tuned next for a reality that cannot possibly match expectations, and as always...
Pie out.