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Hello, it's Friday apparently. This'll probably be short because I don't have a lot of time to write. We're going to Desucon Frostbite today! Yaay! I have had a severe lack in conventions this past year, with only two other cons! Two! Oh well, at least it's Desu time.

Problem is that Desucon's organization skills kinda suck so we don't actually have a sleeping place in Lahti. This would be really really bad if the trip from Helsinki was at all longer, and the con wasn't open 24/7, but our plan now is to go there tonight and pull an allnighter, come home on Saturday night and sleep here and then go back for Sunday. We're taking Onnibus, so the trips aren't too expensive, but it's still kinda ridiculous that they didn't have more sleeping spaces. I don't think they even sold all their tickets! How can you have arranged more tickets than sleeping places????

Anyway.

Frostbite has an age limit of 18, which means that they don't have as many people coming there, but that it'll be a lot more focused on the content, the panels and shows and shit. You know, since there's no 12-17yr olds that mainly go to cons to hang out. It's kinda weird though, because they are a 24/7 con, but they have absolutely no content in the nighttime. Like what's up with that? The anime room and game room are ofc open and you can hang around Sibelius Hall, but there's basically nothing to do there. And you can't even sleep there. (We're still probably gonna take naps in the anime room or something.) But yeah, I think it's weird they have nothing between midnight and ten in the morning.

Anyway.

I sent the beginning of Robin to the creative writing class. I'm gonna get it reviewed and I'm so nervous ahhhhhhhhh. I'm pretty happy about how it is at the moment, but we'll see what the others think. It's something like 8 pages at the moment. Next up is the scene where Robin buys the egg and I should really write that because I think I'm gonna like the merchant and I'm really curious to see how it'll turn out huehue. There's just this stupid "Robin sulks around town for a bit" scene and I don't really know where it's going so I can't really get it going... Maybe I should just ignore that, go straight to the merchant and move the sulking bit to the next day.... Hmm, I might do that.

Anyway.

I feel like I should be doing a lot of different things, but I'm doing like nothing. It's not a very nice feeling... It makes me anxious which in turn makes me avoid doing the things that make me anxious but not doing the thing just makes the anxiousness grow which makes me avoid it even more and it's just not going very well..............

Anyway.

I'm really hungry because I didn't eat so much breakfast and I thought I'd drop by the subway in between home and school but I had about ten minutes I could've spent there and the line had like eight people in it. And I'm not sure, but I think there was only one person doing the subs. It's a pretty small place, so there usually is just one. Needless to say, I did not stand in line for 20+ minutes in the hopes of getting food, so now I'm hungry and eating all my dried fruit I was saving for the trip to Lahti. I mean, I was gonna eat some of them now in any case, but I'm probably gonna end up eating more of them that I should.

Anyway.

Our teacher is late for a change. He was also very late with the material for today's lesson, I wonder if he's okay... I had already started to come up with all kinds of scenarios where he was sick or in the hospital, or where he got ganked for accidentally revealing a nefarious smuggling ring in a piece of fiction he wrote. Maaaayybe not that one. The are other people who are kinda late as well, hmmmm....

Anyway.

I think that's all I have to say for now. Oh look the teacher finally showed up, so I guess I'll just go now.

Anyway, here's Wonderfall.

Pie out.