Thoughts on stuff

Hello, it's Friday again apparently.

I'm in Kuopio now, alone with Aatu and a friend of his. It's okay I guess. They don't really interact with me and I really don't mind, but I'm worried they don't remember to eat. I'm also worried we don't have enough food. We have a shit ton of cooked macaroni in the fridge, but we don't really have anything with it..... I could go to the shop, but ehhhh, I don't know if I wanna. I really want something to drink though (soda, not alcohol), so I might go anyway.

I've completely fucked up my sleeping... routine? schedule? whatever. I mean, I was planning on going to bed no later than 2 last night but it was past four until I finally did *sob*.... It's kinda hard to motivate myself to go to bed when I know I'm gonna sleep late anyway, and it's hard to motivate myself to wake up early, when there is no one awake before 12, or as it was the last two days, no one is home in the mornings (because of school and work y'know).... I'm probably gonna end up pulling an allnighter sat-sun night and going to bed early. I really don't wanna, but the way this is going, I'm pretty convinced it'll happen anyway.

I should be writing right about now. I have a lot of Robin on the top of my head and I should write it down before I forget it, and I have this Easter story I told myself I'd finish before Easter. And really wanna write continuation to Caged Bird, although that's not as pressing as the other two. But hnnnnn, I just wanna sleep. Which is bad, because I did sleep like 8+h...... I think....? Maybe I should go outside... Radical, I know.

Have you been watching s10 of SPN? Because it is good. Like Kripke-era good. Especially last night's episode, it was just filled with all these little brilliant things and ahh. And, and, next week Charlie will be back! And Cas has his own plot arc now that isn't "angel warrssss"! And there's so many super badass women doing cool shit and the Bechdel pass rate is at least 13/16. It's good. AND DEAN DOESN'T WANT TO DIE!!!!! AND HE WANTS TO EXPERIENCE "CERTAIN THINGS AND PEOPLE DIFFERENTLY MAYBE FOR THE FIRST TIME"!!!!! Sorry, I'm excited I'll just stop now bye.

Uhh. So. Not much is new, aside the whole "super emotional about Dean Winchester" which in itself isn't actually new either... Uhh. I dunno. I'm gonna go do shit now. Bye.

Pie out.