A bummer and some happy things

Seeing my last week's post in the browser, I realize how pathetically short it was... Oh well, I really didn't have much time to write it, nor much to say. Although, I guess I still don't really have much to say. Not much has changed. The only thing I've been doing for the past week is our Yukicon presentation.

Mmm, I'm not sure what to say. I... I guess I'll just...

I feel... bad. Not guilty, but shitty. Both mentally and physically. I don't know if this is something I've talked about here before (though probably not) but I am mildly depressed and have some serious problems with anxiety. This is something I've been struggling with since high school, more or less, but I've only recently been able to really put a finger on it and accept it about myself. It is something I am currently working on and getting help with, and something I've decided to be more open about.

I'm not one to dwell in self-pity, I don't... like focusing on the bad things, but I also don't want to bottle things up until I only have the bad things there. I want to express myself, both in negative and positive, in a way that is hopefully at least somewhat constructive. I'm not very good at it, honestly, but I do hope I'm getting better. I try my best.

And that is good enough, I think.

Anyway, that was a bit of a downer, but I thought it was important to say. To balance things out a bit I thought I'd gather up some nice things to end this on a positive note!

1. Today's Google doodle is amazing it's so cute it has a dog bc this year is the year of the dog (me!) and like look at this!!

It's adorable!!!! A very good boy.

2. There's a new trailed for The Incredibles 2 and it is baller like holy shit here I'll link it! It's great!

3. You can now get Pätkis in a 100g bar. I know this is a bit old news at this point (and super specific to Finland) but like Pätkis is amazing and the new bars are great and cheaper than getting those tiny ones and I really really love chocolate, so.

4. I have leftover pizza in the fridge. That's just a thing I'm really happy about. Love me some pizza.

5. This dog that has hearts for eyes:

 6. The Adventure Zone continues to be great which is something you fools don't understand because you foolishly refuse to listen to it like fools. But they are great and they just finished off a cool mini story about hunting monsters and you should listen to it, you don't have to know who the McElroys are to appreciate it (I mean I didn't know who they were before listening!!) and even though they play D&D you don't gotta know shit about that either. They didn't know what they were doing, they just played out an amazing epic story and used the rules of D&D (which they always explain!!!) to guide them a bit. Seriously though, like... listen to it. You know what? Here, just watch this:

7. I like the number 7. It's a nice number. Most prime numbers are, but I feel like 7 especially has something that many other primes don't. It has an air of mystery about it, I think.

I feel like that's a good place to end that. I'm going to bed now, I have a con to get to tomorrow and a presentation to hold! Toodles!

Pie out.