Ramblings for a change

I had a little adventure today. I dropped off Kaija at 9 to her Friday school and then, instead of heading to the cafe I always go to, I went to the shop. And I bought cookies and ice cream and soda and candy and I ain't even sorry. Now I'm at home and have like 35 minutes before I have to go back to pick up Kaija again. I dunno, I thought I'd share.

Nothing really happens in my life. I don't know what I should talk about. You know what's next week? THE SPN SEASON FINALE. I am not prepared. Nope. I will be a gooey mess on the floor next week.

It's full on summer here, how about there? It's been sunny and warm, although today is kinda cloudy and apparently it might rain in the evening. It's still warm though.

I feel like I should have some sort of profound ideas to share with you, but I really don't. I am in a very unimaginative place right now. My life is the same routine day after week and I don't particularly mind. I should be studying something though.... I have 4 months to complete something worth of 6 credits or whatever and I have not started anything. Some of it can be from a weekend class though, mercifully, but I still should probably do something. Ahh. I also should apparently start arranging my trip back. I got a letter from APIA and it said that I should choose the return date by... mid-June? I think? But yeah. I am terrible and procrastinate all the time and all I do in the evenings is watch PewDiePie's playthroughs, haaaah.

Do you ever feel like not existing? I don't mean like wanting to kill yourself, no, but like you wish that the world would just stop for a moment and you could not exist and then everything would go back to normal and you would continue your daily life. Idk, I'm just so tired all the time.

I really wanna write something cool. Like the dragon story. But there's so much to work out before I can start writing it. I mean the world and the characters and the fucking plot. Like I know kinda what I want to happen, but not really. Maybe I should still just write and see what happens. I do know the beginning, I could start with that. And stories often change since the first draft, don't they. Kill your darlings and all that. But yeah. I'll try and be productive during the weekend and I can tell you about it next week. I have to get going now. Toodles.

Pie out.